Transfixed

I am transfixed by your lovely eyes

By the way your eyebrows curve

And the way your face turns pink in the cold

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Your smile expresses so many feelings

Happiness, thoughtfulness, boredom

I wish I were wrapped in the safety of your arms

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You know I exist

But just barely

Maybe that will change

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I want the best for you

I want you happy

It would only be a bonus if you remembered my name.

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#Poetry

Camouflage

Sometimes the world feels like a battlefield

And sometimes, we feel the need to wear camouflage

Because it can be dangerous to stand out

Because differences turn us into targets

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But there’s no shame in protecting yourself

There’s no shame in staying safe

As long as the colors beneath your camouflage

Never get lost, and never fade away.

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#Poetry

5 Ways to Deal With Envy So It Doesn’t Steal Your Happiness

“Happiness is found when you stop comparing yourself to other people.” ~Unknown

Throughout this year, I’ve noticed myself feeling envious of other people. Particularly, I would feel envious of the famous people that I would see on television, read about in magazines, and follow on social media.

I wouldn’t even be envious of them for the things one might expect. It wasn’t because they were famous or wealthy. It wasn’t because they had millions of followers on social media. And it wasn’t because they were good looking.

Still, I would find myself feeling envious of an actress if she had a better personality than I did. I would feel bad about myself for not being as outgoing or bubbly or expressive. I would feel like I wasn’t as likeable for being quiet and an introvert.

I would feel envious of another celebrity for her ability to live a fun and impulsive life. I would see the way someone else could take risks and not seem to worry about the future. This made me feel like I was too cautious, and that it would keep me from having an exciting life.

I would feel envious of a musician for the level of success she achieved. This would be especially true if the singer was close to my age. I would feel as though I was wasting my life away, while other people my age already had careers.

Whenever I felt this way, I always wanted to try to understand these feelings. Not only did I want to understand them, I wanted to make them go away.

I didn’t want to feel envious of the people that I looked up to. I wanted to feel happy for them.

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