She said she was a pirate
That she stole to live
That she stole golden treasures
That called her in the wind
She said she stole hearts
Before she tucked them into bed
That she never stayed in one place too long
But in my head,
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She was the Captain.
I could follow her all day
I’d hold the fort down on my island
While she sailed out wreaking disarray
I’d burn a fire in the night
Lure her back in with the sight
Of a place to keep her warm
And taste the ocean at first light.
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A little flame for an anchor
It wouldn’t hold her back
I could still see the way the stars shined
Differently over her head
Her fingers danced around the flame
While she looked me in the eyes
Then she sealed it with a kiss
And she was gone, out like a light.
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I woke up the next day
Tasting sand on my tongue
She was nowhere to be found
So my hands got to work.
By the time sunset came,
I’d built a fire burning bright
But she never came to my island
Her ship was nowhere in sight.
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I pleaded with the stars
I made deals with sting rays
I waited with patience
But she never came my way.
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I sent a message in a bottle
And when I got one back
She’d written,
“Sunshine, I’m a pirate, what did you expect?”
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I shattered the bottle
On my island I stayed
For three nights I cried
Ocean please take me away
A black bird cawed loudly
Said to get out of my head
For three more nights I just
Kept weeping instead.
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Until I saw her in the distance
One fateful day
She’d raised her flag up for me
As if to say,
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‘I haven’t forgotten,
But I still won’t come near.
You belong on that perfect island
And I belong out here.’
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Every so often
I still see her flag
A greeting in the distance
Before it goes chasing the wind.
She said I’ll find someone better,
Someone built for land.
But all I really wanted
Was for a pirate to take my hand.
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But I lit a fire
A fire just for me
I wasn’t her treasure
Just a girl
She kissed once
By the sea.
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-AL 🖤
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